Pr0n.

I get so sad when Erty looks at pr0n. I get so sad when he masturbates. Does he understand how much it hurts me? Does my slight smiles and laughing out of pain confuse him? He does know that I laugh when I am sad and pained. But I also laugh when I am happy. I am considering not marrying him in the Church if he doesn't stop. Is it even possible for men to stop? I think so. Why? I feel like it is possible. I have even considered leaving him. But that's dumb cuz that's totally not feasible.